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Left my curtains wide open in the hope for the white to wake me up
It's now 5am and I am wide away
The nightmares did that for me instead

I feel so mediocre
Just waiting for the snow
But whether it arrives or not
I'll still be as cold as before

My nose belongs in the tips of the flowers
But instead it's buried deep in the ground from the poisons I put in myself
To be as beautiful as them
Now I'm dead

I'm afraid of the silence so I fill up my room with noise
But this time I turn it off to see what my own noise holds

And I feel so mediocre
Just waiting for the snow
But whether it arrives or not
I'll still be as cold as before

My nose belongs in the tips of the flowers
But instead it's buried deep in the ground
From the poisons I put in myself
To be as beautiful as them
Now I'm dead

Done thinking of the days where I couldn't look at myself
And I'm done tolerating that evil bitches bullshit
These bumps these bruises these scars they won't be opened ever again
I'm done with it, I'm done blaming myself

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from How The House Breathes, released January 23, 2017

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